udah siap belom??

lately banyak banget orang tanya..uda siap belom? gimana rasanya? deg2an gak...

I have been preparing my mental these days...:
I know breastfeed itu struggling bangettt
I know most women go thru post natal blues
I know giving birth is soooo soooo painful
I know taking care of baby is tiring
I know I will have less sleep, more works to do...
I know it's not easy being parents
I know our expenses will boosts...
I know I will spend less time with my friends

there were times when I think about these...I got so terrified, I even cried - got so emotional sampe tak pikir belom melahirkan kok uda feeling blue!!

Tapi puji Tuhan...He's a faithful God who never leaves us....pas baca renungan shekinah ada beberapa kali ditekankan kalo persekutuan sama Tuhan itu penting..krn di situ letak kekuatan kita n harapan kita diperbarui...
aku jadi kuat lagi deh....I believe God never leaves me..He will strengthen me and I know I can do it...
sekarang tiap kali keinget yg negative, pasti tengking....
walaupun ada yg bilang pasti ngalami post natal blues...aku percaya aku gak ngalamin!
struggling breastfeed----not me! God bless my ASI!!
tired taking care of baby? ya uda gpp..i know bakal tired...tapi ngga mau stress n marah2...!!!
expenses doubled, tripled dan berapapun juga...God is my provider...selama itu kebutuhan pasti tercukupi...dan lagi....my baby is a blessing...berkat Tuhan pasti lbh banyak pas baby ini lahir...aminnnn....
labour pain?? wwwaaaaa.....dalam nama Yesusss...I have a smooth and quick delivery, jadi gak terlalu lama rasain sakit!!!

hehehe jadi so far...gini deh preparation mentalku..
preparation yang laen2....hmmm hari ini uda bersihin seluruh rumah..I want my house to be clean when baby arrives...uda pasang sprei baby...cuci mainannya..hospital bag is ready...cosmetic bag is settled..camera n handy cam uda di charge...admission letter already put in my bag....apalagi ya....kayaknya banyak banget....berusaha inget smuanya dan gak ada yg ketinggalan...

physical preparation? tiap hari jalan...malah terakhir2 ini banyak bgt jalan sampe capek bgt..esp kemaren pas di baby fair TAKA..
kalo pas ga ada rencana keluar rumah, hubby ngajakin jalan2 di taman for 20 minutes...
trus 2x seminggu uda minum chicken essence biar stamina kuat
minum air coconut teratur biar baby bersih...
minum kacang ijo biar ASI lancar...
sesekali minum susu kacang (ga gitu suka sih..)
selama 8 bulan makan bird nest..walau gak teratur hahaha males bgt soalnya...tp better drpd nggak kan..i hope baby-ku beneran putih nih..kalo ngga aku bisa diomelin my mom yg uda invest bird nest mahal2 hahaha...

hehehe..so what do you think? am I well prepared???