1 centi

1 cm dilated!!!!
finally hehehe....though it means nothing...bukaan 1 or 2 bukan berarti bakal give birth any time soon..but still I'm happy to know..daripada gak ada progress sama sekali..rasanya sia2 dong uda jalan banyak2..
well my baby balik lagi beratnya jadi 3.2kg..tapi kata dokter termasuk besar..considering aku first time mother, kalo baby-nya gets any bigger takut ntar susah ngeluarinnya...
so...karena itu dia saran supaya besok by 3pm aku udah admit ke hospital to induce...and baby should be delivered by midnite or early wednesday..

haizz..kata org2 induce itu sakit banget...tapi kok dokterku bilang ngga usah pake epi dulu..kalo sakit baru minta epi...tapi setelah tanya2 ci jeanny..tenryata induce itu macem2..ada yg by infus, pecahin ketuban ato pake tablet. yang sakit banget itu kalo dipecahin ketubannya...
tadi sih dokterku cuma mention pake tablet doang...gak ada bilang pecahin ketuban...
but anyway I'll be precautious aja...if they want to burst my water too, I'll ask for epi first...

but i still have 22 hours before my appointment tomorrow..I'm still hoping ngga perlu induce...hoping bisa bener2 natural..sapa tau ntar malem hehe...
ntar kalo hubby pulang...aku berencana mau jalan2 seputar block..pokoknya jalan banyak supaya bukaannya tambah cepet...

oh ya ada enaknya juga kalo gini...aku bisa atur waktu...bersih2 rumah dulu, packing2 dll...hehe enaknya ngga mendadak, jadi ngga tiba2 panik....

btw,my mom cant get the valuair ticket for tomorrow..and wednesday ngga ada flight...silk air juga uda full besok and it's expensive too..so she can only come on thursday...and by thursday I might still be in hospital..or kalo uda oke, kata dokter bole pulang kamis..otherwise latest is friday...
yah aku pikir ngga papa lah dia dateng kamis...yang penting pas aku nyampe rumah, dia jg uda dateng..slm di hospital ada banyak nurse yang bisa bantu..and most probably juga aku bakal rest alot in hospital (pushing must be a tiring job!!)

well friends...mohon doanya supaya smua lancar yaa...wish me a smooth, quick and painless delivery :)