Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Just the thought of it

what if next year aku kerja lagi ya? I mean kerja part time gitu...
the idea of it emang interesting..lumayan lah earn income lagi...since mulai next year aku udah ngga dapet income dari my student service lagi..
hubby bilang kalo aku start kerja lagi, dia mau hire maid juga..
aduh tapi mikirin itu kok jadi malah banjir air mata ya...
the thought of ninggalin caleb..walau cuma a few hours...apalagi sama maid..rasanya berat bgt...
walau cuma 4-5 jam tapi menurutku I would have lost a very long hours in a day with caleb..
ngga rela..

abis discuss sama hubby...maunya peluk caleb terus jadinya..
really must treasure the time with him..

well anyway...masih taon depan kok rencananya..dan I might only do it when caleb is already 1 year old plus..

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