is 3 weeks long or soon enough for you?

for me..3 weeks are both long and soon enough..

so soon krn kalo inget2 pas bulan2 awal hamil, waktu2 sekarang ini yang paling ditunggu..pas uda week 30an, no more morning sickness and fatique...and another 3 weeks, i can see n hold my baby..waktu bersantai2 is over..will be busy and less sleep..and i still dunno how i would handle being a housewife, a mom, and working too...how do i manage my time...???... sometimes i get scared by thinking of these...but always tell myself, do not worry over things in future that u do not know for sure...and back to trust God..He will strengthen me and I can do everything with Him :)

so long? yaaa....feels so longggg.....coz i'm getting impatient..whenever my baby kicks, i wish i could see his expression..sometimes i just know that he's playing with me..hihihi...so often at night, he's kicking and kicking...and if i talk to him, he's calming down..and then when i stop talking, he begins kicking me again...just like playing hide n seek, or cilukba hehe...dan kalo inget masih 3 minggu lg baru bisa liat, kayaknya kok lama sihhh...

another reason issss....i cant wait to be back to normal...my normal body, normal clothes, normal hair..*sigh*
I'm sooo...sooo..bored with my maternal clothes...but I insist i dont want to buy new clothes..buat apa..it's just another 3 weeks..it's like investing something useless...my hubby would tell me that i can buy and I can wear it again during my 2nd pregnancy..hmm..but no...2nd pregnancy hopefully dont happen anytime soon..at least my plan is another 3-4 years later...so i dont wanna buy now!
for few days i've been browsing online shop selling clothes imported from HK and korea...hehehe I swear I almost bought one if hubby didnt stop me..
I really really miss shopping new clothes, and wearing new dress...new shoes, bags...
really really want to do something different with my hair.. *desperately*
it's been a very long time.. 9 months, people! and..with confinement period..it'll be 10 months before I can do all these shoppings and makeover...

so yes...it's long enough for me.. :(

p.s. sorry honey if i've been nagging about all these stuffs these few days..hehehe...but i warn u..this may continue until i get what i want 'muahahahaha' --> i copy ur evil laugh!