for me..3 weeks are both long and soon enough..
so soon krn kalo inget2 pas bulan2 awal hamil, waktu2 sekarang ini yang paling ditunggu..pas uda week 30an, no more morning sickness and fatique...and another 3 weeks, i can see n hold my baby..waktu bersantai2 is over..will be busy and less sleep..and i still dunno how i would handle being a housewife, a mom, and working too...how do i manage my time...???... sometimes i get scared by thinking of these...but always tell myself, do not worry over things in future that u do not know for sure...and back to trust God..He will strengthen me and I can do everything with Him :)
so long? yaaa....feels so longggg.....coz i'm getting impatient..whenever my baby kicks, i wish i could see his expression..sometimes i just know that he's playing with me..hihihi...so often at night, he's kicking and kicking...and if i talk to him, he's calming down..and then when i stop talking, he begins kicking me again...just like playing hide n seek, or cilukba hehe...dan kalo inget masih 3 minggu lg baru bisa liat, kayaknya kok lama sihhh...
another reason issss....i cant wait to be back to normal...my normal body, normal clothes, normal hair..*sigh*
I'm sooo...sooo..bored with my maternal clothes...but I insist i dont want to buy new clothes..buat apa..it's just another 3 weeks..it's like investing something useless...my hubby would tell me that i can buy and I can wear it again during my 2nd pregnancy..hmm..but no...2nd pregnancy hopefully dont happen anytime soon..at least my plan is another 3-4 years later...so i dont wanna buy now!
for few days i've been browsing online shop selling clothes imported from HK and korea...hehehe I swear I almost bought one if hubby didnt stop me..
I really really miss shopping new clothes, and wearing new dress...new shoes, bags...
really really want to do something different with my hair.. *desperately*
it's been a very long time.. 9 months, people! and..with confinement period..it'll be 10 months before I can do all these shoppings and makeover...
so yes...it's long enough for me.. :(
p.s. sorry honey if i've been nagging about all these stuffs these few days..hehehe...but i warn u..this may continue until i get what i want 'muahahahaha' --> i copy ur evil laugh!
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
very dissappointed!
sedih ya punya temen yang uda dianggap deket slm bertaon2 tapi ini orang bener2 mengecewakan..sampe kayaknya aku ngga bisa respect lagi..
soalnya bukan yang pertama ato kedua kalinya dia buat hal yang sama...
kalo dulu walaupun he did many horrible things, aku ngga pernah judge dia and still be his friend..
tapi skrg setelah sekian kalinya..wahh kayanya orang juga punya batas yah...apalagi yang dia lakuin itu hurting my other good friend too.. (i hope i can tell the true story here..but i know it's not appropriate).
for so long i often wonder..kenapa sih aku jd annoyed banget tiap kali ada orang ini or if someone mentioned his name...kan bukan aku yang disakitin, tp kok yang jengkel aku...jengkelnya itu jengkel banget loh...at first, i thought i was just angry..so angry for what he did to my friend...
tapi lama-lama..i realized benernya bukan marah sih..tapi lebih ke perasaan sedih...coz it's like this person has been so dissappointing..and i feel like i cant stand it anymore and i'm losing him as a friend..ya..i just lost a good friend :(
last nite i even told my baby..supaya ntar dia be a good man, has a good character and respect other ppl feelings..dont play around with a girl's feeling...well, i'm glad his daddy has set a good example :)
I even plan to 'lecture' our family close friends yg cowok2 itu (u know who u are)..supaya mereka ngga ngelakuin hal yang sama...i just dont want to lose anymore friends..coz as they'll be hanging around with our family, i want them to have set a good example for my kid too hehehe...i've been telling my baby about our friends...he already knows the name of uncle pat, uncle benben, auntie lina, uncle hardiman, auntie maria, auntie lala n erinna...hehehe... hope when he's born, he's already familiar with their names.. :)
soalnya bukan yang pertama ato kedua kalinya dia buat hal yang sama...
kalo dulu walaupun he did many horrible things, aku ngga pernah judge dia and still be his friend..
tapi skrg setelah sekian kalinya..wahh kayanya orang juga punya batas yah...apalagi yang dia lakuin itu hurting my other good friend too.. (i hope i can tell the true story here..but i know it's not appropriate).
for so long i often wonder..kenapa sih aku jd annoyed banget tiap kali ada orang ini or if someone mentioned his name...kan bukan aku yang disakitin, tp kok yang jengkel aku...jengkelnya itu jengkel banget loh...at first, i thought i was just angry..so angry for what he did to my friend...
tapi lama-lama..i realized benernya bukan marah sih..tapi lebih ke perasaan sedih...coz it's like this person has been so dissappointing..and i feel like i cant stand it anymore and i'm losing him as a friend..ya..i just lost a good friend :(
last nite i even told my baby..supaya ntar dia be a good man, has a good character and respect other ppl feelings..dont play around with a girl's feeling...well, i'm glad his daddy has set a good example :)
I even plan to 'lecture' our family close friends yg cowok2 itu (u know who u are)..supaya mereka ngga ngelakuin hal yang sama...i just dont want to lose anymore friends..coz as they'll be hanging around with our family, i want them to have set a good example for my kid too hehehe...i've been telling my baby about our friends...he already knows the name of uncle pat, uncle benben, auntie lina, uncle hardiman, auntie maria, auntie lala n erinna...hehehe... hope when he's born, he's already familiar with their names.. :)
God is good
wowww...been almost 2 weeks that i havent update this blog...2 busy weeks...
last week my aunt and uncle were here for medical check up..so I went to accompany them at hospital, and then for shopping and eating :)
and this week...
here's the story:
bulan lalu waktu my mom di sgp for christmas holiday, dia pergi check up di Mt.E and was told that ada batu empedu di saluran pencernaannya... according to doctor, most ppl memang ada batunya di empedu, it's just that we never know..and anyway it's not dangerous..and batunya bisa pass to urine by itself. tapi yang dangerous kalo batu-nya itu keluar and nyumbet saluran yang lain..that can cause pain and even infection. dan kalo di saluran itu harus segera di ERCP - semacem operasi gitu tp bukan bedah...kayak dimasukin alat dari mulut trus saluran yg kesumbet itu dibesarin n batunya dihancurin..and this kind of operation perlu nginep semalem di hospital. Well, since at that time my mom wasn't in pain, she decided to do the ERCP later...
Apparently, last week she felt pain..that's when she decided to do ERCP in March waktu dia visit aku when the baby is born.
when i heard that news...i was like..oh my...not in march...aku takut banget krn maret smua bakal sibuk kan pas baby uda lahir..and aku juga pasti capek, ga mungkin nemenin ke hospital..and if I'm breastfeeding, definetely gak boleh byk pikiran or stress krn bisa pengaruh ke ASI..
and so my mom decided to come before my due date...maybe a week before that to do the ERCP..hmm well, it doesnt solve the problem too!! kalo aku tiba2 maju due-nya gimana...bersamaan ama ERCP-nya dia...so risky....
but I decided to keep quiet..coz if i voice out my opinion, i'm afraid my mom bakal lbh stress lagi..
and so I just pray and leave it to God..coz i know He has planned everything for me..the best time for everything...
the day after, my mom sms me and said that she would come on monday...dunno what makes her change her mind..but I'm glad..at least kalo dateng skrg, aku masih bisa nemenin..
God is so good...I know that when I surrender to God, everything will be allright...
so...sebelom ERCP, my mom wants to check once again if there's really a stone there..well,just to make sure..sebenernya sama dokter yg di Mt.E begitu dateng langsung disuruh appointment utk ERCP..but my mom decided to have it done in NUH since it's cheaper too..dan dokter yang di NUH mau liat lagi hasil scan-nya..kalo emang ada batu di saluran that means lgs continue the procedure to ERCP.
so wednesday evening as scheduled we went to endoscopy center at NUH to check the stone..
after 2 hours waiting - reading novel (hehe skrg kecanduan baca novel loh..thanks joyce uda minjemin!), the nurse called my name and told me I can see my mom...she told me that there is no need for ERCP as there is no stone found..it's just gone..Praise God! :)
for the past few days, emang my mom selalu tengking batu-nya spy hilang..and it did go away!
what a miracle :)
dokternya sih bilang kalo next time ada batu lagi, lbh baik empedunya diambil,instead of ERCP. krn ERCP cm solve sebentar dan gak menjamin bakal gak ada batu lagi yg keluar ke saluran. and dia bilang People can survive living without empedu.
yah tapi mamiku sih ga mau diambil empedunya..she believes that God has given a complete set of organs in our body, so she will keep praying that there'll be no more stone.
hehe ya..i believe too..apapun yang kita minta dgn penuh kepercayaan, kita akan menerimanya kan...
God is so good...
we're so blessed :)
last week my aunt and uncle were here for medical check up..so I went to accompany them at hospital, and then for shopping and eating :)
and this week...
here's the story:
bulan lalu waktu my mom di sgp for christmas holiday, dia pergi check up di Mt.E and was told that ada batu empedu di saluran pencernaannya... according to doctor, most ppl memang ada batunya di empedu, it's just that we never know..and anyway it's not dangerous..and batunya bisa pass to urine by itself. tapi yang dangerous kalo batu-nya itu keluar and nyumbet saluran yang lain..that can cause pain and even infection. dan kalo di saluran itu harus segera di ERCP - semacem operasi gitu tp bukan bedah...kayak dimasukin alat dari mulut trus saluran yg kesumbet itu dibesarin n batunya dihancurin..and this kind of operation perlu nginep semalem di hospital. Well, since at that time my mom wasn't in pain, she decided to do the ERCP later...
Apparently, last week she felt pain..that's when she decided to do ERCP in March waktu dia visit aku when the baby is born.
when i heard that news...i was like..oh my...not in march...aku takut banget krn maret smua bakal sibuk kan pas baby uda lahir..and aku juga pasti capek, ga mungkin nemenin ke hospital..and if I'm breastfeeding, definetely gak boleh byk pikiran or stress krn bisa pengaruh ke ASI..
and so my mom decided to come before my due date...maybe a week before that to do the ERCP..hmm well, it doesnt solve the problem too!! kalo aku tiba2 maju due-nya gimana...bersamaan ama ERCP-nya dia...so risky....
but I decided to keep quiet..coz if i voice out my opinion, i'm afraid my mom bakal lbh stress lagi..
and so I just pray and leave it to God..coz i know He has planned everything for me..the best time for everything...
the day after, my mom sms me and said that she would come on monday...dunno what makes her change her mind..but I'm glad..at least kalo dateng skrg, aku masih bisa nemenin..
God is so good...I know that when I surrender to God, everything will be allright...
so...sebelom ERCP, my mom wants to check once again if there's really a stone there..well,just to make sure..sebenernya sama dokter yg di Mt.E begitu dateng langsung disuruh appointment utk ERCP..but my mom decided to have it done in NUH since it's cheaper too..dan dokter yang di NUH mau liat lagi hasil scan-nya..kalo emang ada batu di saluran that means lgs continue the procedure to ERCP.
so wednesday evening as scheduled we went to endoscopy center at NUH to check the stone..
after 2 hours waiting - reading novel (hehe skrg kecanduan baca novel loh..thanks joyce uda minjemin!), the nurse called my name and told me I can see my mom...she told me that there is no need for ERCP as there is no stone found..it's just gone..Praise God! :)
for the past few days, emang my mom selalu tengking batu-nya spy hilang..and it did go away!
what a miracle :)
dokternya sih bilang kalo next time ada batu lagi, lbh baik empedunya diambil,instead of ERCP. krn ERCP cm solve sebentar dan gak menjamin bakal gak ada batu lagi yg keluar ke saluran. and dia bilang People can survive living without empedu.
yah tapi mamiku sih ga mau diambil empedunya..she believes that God has given a complete set of organs in our body, so she will keep praying that there'll be no more stone.
hehe ya..i believe too..apapun yang kita minta dgn penuh kepercayaan, kita akan menerimanya kan...
God is so good...
we're so blessed :)
Friday, February 20, 2009
nursing cover
just bought online from forum..
this is my nursing cover--->
sempet bingung ntar kalo misal mau
breastfeed di public place gmn..
emang sih bisa pake botol..
tp sebisa mungkin mau latching..
no bottles sampe at least baby 2 bulan kali..
so..this is the one i bought (exactly like this)
for $37 :)
so can hide baby while he latch on me using this shawl
and kalo uda ga kepake ini bisa buat shawl biasa..
kalo pergi nonton etc yg dingin2 hehe..
i love the soft material..
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
baby position on 3rd trimester
oh yah..aku sempet penasaran knp baby-ku ini kok nendang2nya selalu di bagian kiri atas perutku...ternyata gak lama aku dpt jawabannya pas browsing di forum motherhood..jadi posisi baby pas 3rd trimester itu pada umumnya menyamping kyk gini:
head down down
Praise God..my baby's head uda muter ke bawah lagi walau belom engaged.
kata dokter if engaged by now, bisa2 malah lahirnya awal maret...padahal due-ku masih 25 maret kan..so it's a good thing juga.."but baby..be good yahh..jangan muter ke atas lagi loh.."
oh ya by today aku udah reach 35 week++ ..and baby weight is 2.561kg...bagus deh..newborn baby kan berat normalnya atr 2.5kg - 3.8kgan gitu..kata dokter by due date mestinya bisa reach 3kg-an.
anyway...
thanks ya buat yang uda doain spy baby-ku muter ke bawah :)
kata dokter if engaged by now, bisa2 malah lahirnya awal maret...padahal due-ku masih 25 maret kan..so it's a good thing juga.."but baby..be good yahh..jangan muter ke atas lagi loh.."
oh ya by today aku udah reach 35 week++ ..and baby weight is 2.561kg...bagus deh..newborn baby kan berat normalnya atr 2.5kg - 3.8kgan gitu..kata dokter by due date mestinya bisa reach 3kg-an.
anyway...
thanks ya buat yang uda doain spy baby-ku muter ke bawah :)
Sunday, February 15, 2009
My retro valentine
wondering how's my valentine this year..
jujur aja kita bukan couple yang terlalu mengistimewakan hari valentine..malah taon lalu valentine kita gak bareng krn aku mesti pulang sby buat ngurus wedding..
and this yr aku pikir jg gak usah terlalu sampe gimana bgt lah..terlalu byk perayaan malah abisin duit..kan baru aja honey's bday - uda beliin kado samsung omnia buat dia, and beli 2 cakes (since ada 2 surprise yg aku organize), trus beli kartu..wahh abis banyak deh hehe...nanti coming event ada anniversary kita..smua event berjarak 2 mingguan..
tapi kalo valentine gak ngapa2in jg ga asik kan...so i decided to give him a simple surprise..
dia itu orang yang gak terlalu suka dikasi kado coklat, cake ato valentine stuffs laennya..so aku decided ngasi dia big breakfast on bed! (plus a valentine card) hehehe..still a surprise rite..dan dia bilang it's better than what he imagined...dia takut aku beli2 something expensive lg..ato beli coklat2an..dia ngaku jujur krg hepi dikasi itu..so this breakfast is the best haha..
oh ya..aku sendiri...dikasi bunga mawar yg di wrap gitu n ada boneka kecilnya..dia ngasinya pas jam 12 malem..n sebenernya aku dah ketiduran waktu itu hehehe...trus siangnya pas aku check mailbox di bawah tenryata ada surprise valentine card dari hubby..the card is so sweet :)
sorenya...kita ke acara retronya gen next yg turn out to be fun banget..everyone was in retro mood..dressing up in 80's..keren banget..in fact, it's the best valentine event I've ever been!
well...I had a great time :)
Happy valentine everyone...
14.02.09
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